Sunday, June 29, 2008 @4:50 PM
today during cat. class.
we had pnw as per normal, but there was this one point of time when i got hit really badly cause we were meant to repeat this,
"Count your blessings, not your misfortunes"and all i could think of was you baby.. that was the mistake that i guess we both just keep making huh? we keep taking note of whatever the other has done wrong instead of what good was done. but no baby, it's all gonna change now. somehow, or at least i hope. i wanna take that step from the past now huney. i wanna let go. and just focus on now, focus on how we can be happy each time when we are together and also when we're without the other. Instead of using the past against each other. so huney. we can do this!
AND! im proud to say that we have made it thru this weekend. and mind you huney, we havent fought at all. and im really glad.
=D
so i'd just like to dedicate this song to you love. it may be a simple song, but i couldnt stop smiling or just let the flow of happiness spread throughout my body when i heard it. And while i was listening to it, i just thought of us. All our happy moments passed by my mind, and goodness honey, THERE IS ALOT. more than all the bad ones. I'm sorry if i have taken it for granted before, but admit it, we both did in our little ways. Taken for granted was the love we used to have cause our hearts were driven by hurt. but like i said huney. it's gone now. im proud of you. of me.
of us. ( i like how that sounds.. we.. us.. hehhh.)
anyhhhoooo. here is the lyrics to the song. i hope you enjoy it as much as i did relieving all the memories that we made. :-*
i love you so very much. a few more hours till i see you
14 hours and 40 minutes to go! (I THINK)
xoxo
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EDWIN McCAIN- I COULD NOT ASK FOR MORE.Lying here with you,
Listening to the rain,
Smiling just to see the smile upon your face,
These are the moments I thank God that I'm alive,
These are the moments I'll remember all my life,
I found all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
Looking in your eyes,
Seeing all I need,
Everything you are is everything to me,
These are the moments I know Heaven must exist,
These are the moments I know all I need is this,
I've found all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more.
Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true,
Yeah, right here in this moment,
Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, here with me. . . Yeah.
These are the moments, I thank God that I'm alive,
These are the moments, I'll remember all my life,
I've got all I've waited for,
And I could not ask for more. . .
Chorus:
I could not ask for more than this time together,
I could not ask for more than this time with you,
Every prayer has been answered,
Every dream I've had's come true,
And right here in this moment,
Is right where I'm meant to be,
Here with you, here with me. . .
I could not ask for more than this love you give me,
Cause it's all I've waited for . . .
And I could not ask for more,
I could not ask for more.
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'Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast , it is not proud. It is not rude , it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered , it keeps no record of wrongs . Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth.
It always protects , always trusts , always hopes, always perseveres . Love never fails. '
- 1 CORINTHIANS 13: 4-8
p.s I LOVE YOU BABY BOO.
Saturday, June 28, 2008 @11:52 AM
BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY BABY.
How i wish that i met you just now, cause i miss you so bad. ):
buttttt ( HAHAHAHA) no.. we have to get used to this someone. the distance at least, so it wouldnt be so hard during the next few months. how i wish we could just be so open about our relationship like before.. but i guess the circumstances really just doesnt allow that huh? but still,
we will pull through this. we always do.i hope you're still not worried about what might happen in Sentosa, cause i promise that nothing will. because i wouldnt want anything to happen either. and even if i did, i only want things to happen with you.
i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. i miss you.
i can't wait for monday. ( i just told you that u could send me home if you liked. hehhhh) and you said, ' im more than willing'
you made me melt. that's the effect you have on me, you just make me so happy even if its just something small. ( you just told me you loved me. and that you really really really do)
seeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. just like that and im already feeling much better.
every little thing that you do, be it big or small, i fall in love with you even more.
i love you more each time i think about you.
i love you more each second.
i love you more each time you smile.
i love you more. ( YAAAAAAAAAA in every single possible way)
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
you know, your voice sounds so sweet on the phone. the only reason why i
keep quiet so much is cause i'm imagining what you're doing now. like what you're wearing. what's your sitting position like. how you look. etc etc.
AND MY GOODNESS. you look super handsome. like really really really to the max.
meltsssssssssssss~
i love you dear. i really do.
that's all for now kayyy?
((:
so smile na, and don't worry too much love.
oh btw, the link to our old blog. (
CLICK HERE!)
(p.s you just put down the phone)
random:
i wanna watch the sunset with you one day.
i wanna spend a night under the stars with you.
i love you!
xoxo
Friday, June 27, 2008 @9:03 PM
you know, i suddenly just miss you.
it's only been a few hours from the last i saw you.
but still with every passing minute, i'm just missing you more.
i cant wait to see you on monday.
i'll be counting down the hours till i do.love you so much.
xoxo
@8:16 PM
John Mari Magpantay Pecson.i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.
i love you.thank you for today my dear.
you have made me so happy, happier beyond my expectations.
that's what you do huney, you are just.. so.. wonderful to be around.
there's just this aura around you that i just get so drawn to. and that's why im pretty much stuck here cause im far in. But i don't mind one bit.
Never will i regret the past hun, all of the 3 years that ive known you.
All the days that we spent together, would never be replaced or forgotten cos they are just too splendid to forget.
Even though we've had a rocky relationship at first, always like an emotional roller coaster, with the constant up and down motion.
but it never stopped us.It made us stronger, it made us grow together.
And from
two individuals,
we are finally one.
I wanna spend the rest of my life with you. I want you to be the first thing i see each day, the voice i'd wake up to. I want you to be my Husband, my best friend , my lover and of course my one and only baby. The person who'd be the father to my kids ( and mind youuuuuuuuu, i want lots and lots and lots! *winks ) The man i'd grow old with.
BABY IT'S YOU. i hope you know how much i love you.. honestly im unsure whether ive done enough.. but i assure you, im doing whatever i can. i want to be the best for you. I want to give you the happiness you deserve. Cause my love, you deserve all the happiness in the world. and i'll do whatever i can.
for you baby, i'll do anything.i hope this made you smile. (: i didn't know how to cheer you up you see. but i hope this helps.
I LOVE YOU HUNEY.
xoxo