Sunday, July 13, 2008 @4:22 AM
i love you.
i know i may not have been showing it.
but i love you. and i cant deny that.
but baby.. hear me out when i say that..
im sorry ive been like this..
im sorry i cant give you the happiness you deserve now.
im sorry i havent beem exactly the person you would want me to be.
im sorry that i havent been there. im sorry that i told ppl about what happened btwn us before and didnt tell you that they knew.
im sorry for all those times i fought back.
im sorry for all those times that i hurt you, and i was the reason why you were always at the lowest point of your life.
im sorry for those times when i failed to understand.
im sorry for those times when i put my feelings before yours.
im sorry i havent loved you that way i could.. or like before..
and most of all.
im sorry that i dissapointed you. there are meant to be more ' im sorrys'. but at this rate im going, i wont stop alrdy.
but you know..I wish i can find the courage to tell you all of this. i wish i can just pretend that everything is okay. i wish that this feeling would just go away. but i cant baby.
as much as i want to..
i just cant..
): im sorry. i never meant to hurt you in any way.
you dont deserve this baby.
i dont deserve you.
here you are opening your heart to me, and here i am with my door stuck.
.....
i cant even find the words to express what im really feeling. but i know, its nth compared to the hurt youre feeling now. and yet again, because of me.
it's always me isnt it?
why cant i just keep you happy always.
i really want to baby.. i really really want to. )):
be strong over there love. be strong with me. let's just let time be the ans.
time is all we need.
rmb this. i love you bie. i really do. even though you said i never did.
i always had, and i still do.
